心情起伏很大的一个月头。。
终于，要开学啦。其实，stpm毕业到现在已有8个月了，突然要开学，sien掉哈哈。
好消息就是，进到了国大。嗯，被拒绝过一次过后又批准我上诉成功了！
今天，好忙，跑东跑西去开户口，申请东西等等。到最后去ikea逛逛结果只买到两个必需品而已，也总好过没有。。
逐渐长大，才知道赚钱很很很不容易。妈妈辛苦赚钱抚养我们长大，要感恩感激～
所以，现在，进到大学，我想继续读书，学费也很很很公道，算是减轻一些负担，妈妈也放心多了。妈妈做工赚钱，能省则省，偶尔还是会让自己买想要的东西，吃好的穿好的，只要是在能力范围之内，都很满足了。暂时的遗憾是还没跟家人去旅行。。
所以希望希望，身边的亲人都可以开心，安心的过生活。也希望他顺利早到一份好的工作，不用愁 ：D
我也要加油！～要棒棒
Friday, August 19, 2016
Sunday, July 31, 2016
七月的最后一天。
不知不觉又回来写东西啦啦啦啦。
工作日在上个月已经结束了。
这个月都在悠闲的过日子，看看书，逛逛，旅行当然少不了吃吃喝喝。。
幸福到会有种想打拼的感觉。。
奉上两张随意拍的照^_^慢慢回忆哦！
工作日在上个月已经结束了。
这个月都在悠闲的过日子，看看书，逛逛，旅行当然少不了吃吃喝喝。。
幸福到会有种想打拼的感觉。。
奉上两张随意拍的照^_^慢慢回忆哦！
Friday, March 25, 2016
天气真的好热好热。这几晚都在冲冷水澡，现在就感冒了，头重的感觉。都不懂什么鬼天气，还要维持到六月。
一转眼，就到了月尾，就证明快要忙了。。
有时觉得快，有时觉得慢到像乌龟在家好闷。
这个月内不完全闲着没事做，有事没事就上网看看大学的东西。。唉，头大了。
就是因为上网看看这个科系，又上网查询别人的意见，慢慢有想法就打算申请关于一食品科系。食品科学/工艺（food science). 又对心理学有些好奇跟兴趣。所以两样都会申请。
有些大学虽然没那么高ranking，可是对于成绩标准没那么高就容易进一点咯，偏偏就是没有食品科。其实心中已经有我要进的大学了。看幸运+资格进咯。我也有做功课去research， 也看到别人评论什么的，现在反而会担心怕没得进我要的科系。有时真的，告诉自己顺其自然就好了。我写这遍只是想让自己好过一点，自我安慰一下也好。加油加油…
一转眼，就到了月尾，就证明快要忙了。。
有时觉得快，有时觉得慢到像乌龟在家好闷。
这个月内不完全闲着没事做，有事没事就上网看看大学的东西。。唉，头大了。
就是因为上网看看这个科系，又上网查询别人的意见，慢慢有想法就打算申请关于一食品科系。食品科学/工艺（food science). 又对心理学有些好奇跟兴趣。所以两样都会申请。
有些大学虽然没那么高ranking，可是对于成绩标准没那么高就容易进一点咯，偏偏就是没有食品科。其实心中已经有我要进的大学了。看幸运+资格进咯。我也有做功课去research， 也看到别人评论什么的，现在反而会担心怕没得进我要的科系。有时真的，告诉自己顺其自然就好了。我写这遍只是想让自己好过一点，自我安慰一下也好。加油加油…
Thursday, March 17, 2016
Me, myself & I
Once i was just born to the world
Everyone welcome me
In the month of September Year96
Once i was a toddler
Watching Barney and Friends,
Winnie and the pooh bear
Here my name was created
Once i was 5 years old, mama told me
Go get some friends in kindergarten
I was afraid and crying
Every morning doesnt want to let my dad go
Once i was 7 years old, papa told me
Go get some friends in school
I was officially a school girl
Entering 1N class but still afraid
Once i was 11 years old, i was able to dream,
To have my first crush,
To be among the tall girl in class,
To fit in and get some friends
Once i was 12 years old, i left school with pride,
Excited to enter secondary school life,
Dissapointed not to get into my dream school,
Hope crushed, family still worked hard to get me in.
Once I was 17 years old, I dream of many things,
By this time, I survived until SPM level,
Survived studying in girl school,
With ordinary results,
Thinking my next steps to go
My first job as a teacher,
Surrounded with Playful and lovely students,
Made my day fullfilled with joy, laughter and anger sometimes
Once I was 18 years old,
My life into STPM,
Life was good and exciting,
Just like riding the roller caster,
I never know what I was about to face
Had my first <3
First of every bits with you
Soon Ill be 20 years old, exposed myself to the society
Accept failure, face every stepping stones
In order to persue my dreams
To move on the the next phase of my life
.......
Everyone welcome me
In the month of September Year96
Once i was a toddler
Watching Barney and Friends,
Winnie and the pooh bear
Here my name was created
Once i was 5 years old, mama told me
Go get some friends in kindergarten
I was afraid and crying
Every morning doesnt want to let my dad go
Once i was 7 years old, papa told me
Go get some friends in school
I was officially a school girl
Entering 1N class but still afraid
Once i was 11 years old, i was able to dream,
To have my first crush,
To be among the tall girl in class,
To fit in and get some friends
Once i was 12 years old, i left school with pride,
Excited to enter secondary school life,
Dissapointed not to get into my dream school,
Hope crushed, family still worked hard to get me in.
Once I was 17 years old, I dream of many things,
By this time, I survived until SPM level,
Survived studying in girl school,
With ordinary results,
Thinking my next steps to go
My first job as a teacher,
Surrounded with Playful and lovely students,
Made my day fullfilled with joy, laughter and anger sometimes
Once I was 18 years old,
My life into STPM,
Life was good and exciting,
Just like riding the roller caster,
I never know what I was about to face
Had my first <3
First of every bits with you
Soon Ill be 20 years old, exposed myself to the society
Accept failure, face every stepping stones
In order to persue my dreams
To move on the the next phase of my life
.......
Saturday, February 13, 2016
。。。
心里有秘密想说，说了出来就不再是秘密了。。。
不知说了出来，会不会对我的看法又不同了。。
在小学的时候就有这种习惯。我还记得很清楚，这种反反覆覆的动作。放学回到家，就一定把校鞋放在楼下，然后就上楼上客厅。可是每次都要检查几遍确保自己鞋子真的放好才可以安心上楼。就这样检查到自己满意为此才安心。有时明知道已经放好了还是不停的检查。
晚上收拾书包的时候最让我感到头痛。书包里的书要花时间重新排好，收拾铅笔盒更惨，一定要“铅笔，浆糊，尺，胶擦” 这样一直重复检查确保没有漏掉文具，直到安心为此才肯去睡觉。过后上中学到现在，已经没有这样做了。偶尔心里还是会有焦虑感，担心这个担心那个。
最近还有印象的是 stpm 考试的时候。每次一考数学，头脑就好像会被控制那样。每做一题，我都很习惯性的去检查数字几遍，比如会检查自己打在calculator 和 题目里的数字是否一样，怕自己看错粗心。当然我都会说是stpm考试，考数学几乎都没时间作答了还要这种心里智障问题出现。明明已经知道打对数目了有时还是很不放心的去检查（当然是逼自己快速检查）不然真的没时间完成其它问题了。考到一半自己头脑已经先累了，所以每次考完数学，觉得自己好像费了很大力气去完成的感觉。这对我来说当然不是件好事，搞得自己那么累好无奈。
星期2过年时，在庙里随手选一张纸条来抄经。那个工作人员就对我说，你别给自己太多压力，要会放松。
不知说了出来，会不会对我的看法又不同了。。
在小学的时候就有这种习惯。我还记得很清楚，这种反反覆覆的动作。放学回到家，就一定把校鞋放在楼下，然后就上楼上客厅。可是每次都要检查几遍确保自己鞋子真的放好才可以安心上楼。就这样检查到自己满意为此才安心。有时明知道已经放好了还是不停的检查。
晚上收拾书包的时候最让我感到头痛。书包里的书要花时间重新排好，收拾铅笔盒更惨，一定要“铅笔，浆糊，尺，胶擦” 这样一直重复检查确保没有漏掉文具，直到安心为此才肯去睡觉。过后上中学到现在，已经没有这样做了。偶尔心里还是会有焦虑感，担心这个担心那个。
最近还有印象的是 stpm 考试的时候。每次一考数学，头脑就好像会被控制那样。每做一题，我都很习惯性的去检查数字几遍，比如会检查自己打在calculator 和 题目里的数字是否一样，怕自己看错粗心。当然我都会说是stpm考试，考数学几乎都没时间作答了还要这种心里智障问题出现。明明已经知道打对数目了有时还是很不放心的去检查（当然是逼自己快速检查）不然真的没时间完成其它问题了。考到一半自己头脑已经先累了，所以每次考完数学，觉得自己好像费了很大力气去完成的感觉。这对我来说当然不是件好事，搞得自己那么累好无奈。
星期2过年时，在庙里随手选一张纸条来抄经。那个工作人员就对我说，你别给自己太多压力，要会放松。
Thursday, May 29, 2014
Form 6 life started ~ May
My form 6 life feels different to be in a boy school ...now is mid break so i can relax my mind abit bcuz many homeworks waiting for me during school days...how does it feels like to be in a boy school.? .hmm well, you will get stares by the boys since only form 6 has girls students, they will look upon you i guess xD every where you go, there will be boys!! School was fun yet tiring in form 6 ^^ Im happy to meet new friends and oso helped out in teachers day during prize ceremony hehe...
Overall it was not that bad as I thought to be in a boy school...some boys are like " ok ladies first " hahha, so you will feel special in some way and treated well ... I oso met many upper sixes students , they seemed so hardworking...I haven get to know them yet T.T I somehow wished I was outspoken person =.= some seniors are so friendly :D Im really glad.
Overall it was not that bad as I thought to be in a boy school...some boys are like " ok ladies first " hahha, so you will feel special in some way and treated well ... I oso met many upper sixes students , they seemed so hardworking...I haven get to know them yet T.T I somehow wished I was outspoken person =.= some seniors are so friendly :D Im really glad.
Friday, April 25, 2014
Thoughtss
Im a easily stressed out person, i can be really nervous sometimes which idk whyyy..
.little bit things then nervous ady...:p
oh and a little update .. i didnt get offered in matrics,
i still never give up because i did rayuan ady...
now waiting to daftar form 6 next week :D
please let life goes smoothly
I am still strugglying to learn side parking :((
All is well ya~
.little bit things then nervous ady...:p
oh and a little update .. i didnt get offered in matrics,
i still never give up because i did rayuan ady...
now waiting to daftar form 6 next week :D
please let life goes smoothly
I am still strugglying to learn side parking :((
All is well ya~
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