天气真的好热好热。这几晚都在冲冷水澡，现在就感冒了，头重的感觉。都不懂什么鬼天气，还要维持到六月。

一转眼，就到了月尾，就证明快要忙了。。
有时觉得快，有时觉得慢到像乌龟在家好闷。
这个月内不完全闲着没事做，有事没事就上网看看大学的东西。。唉，头大了。
就是因为上网看看这个科系，又上网查询别人的意见，慢慢有想法就打算申请关于一食品科系。食品科学/工艺（food science). 又对心理学有些好奇跟兴趣。所以两样都会申请。
有些大学虽然没那么高ranking，可是对于成绩标准没那么高就容易进一点咯，偏偏就是没有食品科。其实心中已经有我要进的大学了。看幸运+资格进咯。我也有做功课去research， 也看到别人评论什么的，现在反而会担心怕没得进我要的科系。有时真的，告诉自己顺其自然就好了。我写这遍只是想让自己好过一点，自我安慰一下也好。加油加油…

Me, myself & I

Once i was just born to the world
Everyone welcome me
In the month of September Year96

Once i was a toddler
Watching Barney and  Friends,
Winnie and the pooh bear
Here my name was created

Once i was 5 years old, mama told me
Go get some friends in kindergarten
I was afraid and crying
Every morning doesnt want to let my dad go

Once i was 7 years old, papa told me
Go get some friends in school
I was officially a school girl
Entering 1N class but still afraid

Once i was 11 years old, i was able to dream,
To have my first crush,
To be among the tall girl in class,
To fit in and get some friends

Once i was 12 years old, i left school with pride,
Excited to enter secondary school life,
Dissapointed not to get into my dream school,
Hope crushed, family still worked hard to get me in.

Once I was 17 years old, I dream of many things,
By this time, I survived until SPM level,
Survived studying in girl school,
With ordinary results,
Thinking my next steps to go
My first job as a teacher,
Surrounded with Playful and lovely students,
Made my day fullfilled with joy, laughter and anger sometimes

Once I was 18 years old,
My life into STPM,
Life was good and exciting,
Just like riding the roller caster,
I never know what I was about to face
Had my first <3
First of every bits with you

Soon Ill be 20 years old, exposed myself to the society
Accept failure, face every stepping stones
In order to persue my dreams
To move on the the next phase of my life
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